Just Once More

How do I do this just one more time?
When it never is just one more time.

“Until next time,” people have said.
Until next time, I instinctively dread.

This one more time will surely end,
They always do, then come again.

Until the next time turns into one more time.
Another time I hold my breath, squeeze the tears and jump.

I promise I’m trying this time.
I’m sure I am failing like all the time.

Failing. Falling. Damned and done.
Seriously though.

How do I do this just one more time?
When it never truly is just one more time.

Same as last time.
Same as next time.

Just one more time.

xojmo

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